I wrote this awhile ago, but i thought i would post it out. can't really remeber when or exactly why i wrote it but here it is.

what'll come to you
you never know
love will come
love will go
sometimes it won't leave you the fuck alone
its hard to know what to do
when it smacks you in the face
and it leaves you there
shaking
stunned with a small stream down your leg
love is a monster that will davouer you whole
it will make you insane
stupid
confused
lonely
nervous
scared
but in the end its all you will ever want and need

Balls

I have...

Baseballs

Basketballs

Footballs

Soccer balls

Kick balls

Super balls

Volley balls

and

Tennis balls

But with out the courage to ask this girl to prom

I'll need an entirley different set of balls

MERRY HOLIDAYS TO ALL

Makes you happy
Makes you said
Fills you with feelings
sometimes good
Soometimes bad
But always memerable
and always welcomed to have
people with out them are the neediest of all
SO help them if you can
The thing a speak of
can't be bought in a store
can't be bartered
or stolen
or purchased at all
I speak of friends and family
THe best Christmas/Chanuka Gift of all

My dad let me on his computer so i decided to post something, I don't really have a poem right now though if i come up with one i will try to get back on and post it.

My life is going pretty well. But i am pretty swamped with school and work and wrestling, and i haven't had time to spend with anyone besides other wrestlers and to all those who i haven't been able to spend much time with I am sorry and i will try to spend some time with you guys during holiday break.

Wrestling is going ok. I'm 5-4 but i haven't placed at a tourney yet. I need to though. Um.... Holiday break is coming up soon. I hope that everyone has a great break and christmas. I still need to get gifts but i don't know if i'm going to have money to do that. cause all my check from this week had to go to my car insurance and i don't get paid for two weeks. SO, i'm in pretty deep, I guess i could right people i.o.u's lol.

Well if anyone has something to leave me leave it.

I love you all :) :) :) :)

FOR YOU

If you fall over
I'll reach inside
and massage your heart
Back to life
Ill lean over you
press my lips against yours
Breathe in the sweet air of my soul
I will be there to hold you
Caress your hair
Let you know that there is still someone
On this side who cares for you
Don't go down that road stay here with me
I'll protect you
Please don't leave me
I"ll always be there for you


P.S. Sometimes i feel i reach out and touch your soul with my words. Sop i felt i'd do it again. You are the best.